Cdomsmom Blog

Cdomsmom Blog
My husband does not know I have this so not sure I want to put a great deal out there, than again, what do I have to keep secret.
Camping very very hot, but I bought a few hundred yes a few hundred dollars worth of toys and camping stuff to make it tolerable for the boys. This means they will have fun and not complain. Lots of squirt guns, rafts, water toys, 3 fishing poles, 2 spiderman ones. Lots of light up stuff, puzzles, just in case it rained, snacks, not much though. It was HOT as Haddes. Chris had a small Heat stroke and it took him 10 hours to recover. I was very scared. Good for me, no complaining. We just blew lots of bubbles. Final note, we hate camping, why move to another place when you have a perfectly fine place at home and why cook when you have a perfect stove. Why make a new home, tent and bed, blow up air mattress when you select comfort has been painfully calculated.
On another note, hooked up with another long lost friend. I must be nostalgic. Its been a long time, I don't like when people leave your life because of business or life or whatever...Anywho. Sometimes, I am sooo scared of Chris leaving me, not for another person, but as a widow, I have seen my DAD go through this twice. I want a huge family, but it does not appear to happen. Then again, I don't even like the ones I have so go figure. Well maybe I am hooking up with past friends because I am scared of being alone, but really I am not, I just remember these people were my friends and I miss having GOOD friends, you don't have to bull shit with. There is more to the story, but I am tired of typing. I wonder if I think too much about past lives, because these people are always in your own universe somewhere. Finally I LOVE my son, but don't like my sisters at all. Infact, we are polar opposites and it does not bother me anymore. Chris' family except for one brother are just down right mean. End of story. I hate fake people. That southern charm is bull shit with a drawl. Well going to see if my son needs something. bbl with more info on the other things.
Oh doing freelance for a graphics site, new for Chris to learn about and I have another gig. It was nice taking the time off, but I did pray for a job. Go figure.