1st day of school Pivotal

Today is the first day of school for Dominic. We took him to an ice cream social yesterday to get used to it.
He cried for 1/2 hour. Very upsetting. Until we sat down and played with the dinosaurs. So glad we did it, since today he did not cry and I even got some nice pictures.
Chris on the other hand was severely disappointing.

Getting over it

Well had a weekend I have not had in 6 years. All alone in Nashville.
So I think I am getting over my thing with the unnerving summer. It has been another interesting ride and I am glad I did it. Don't want to do it again. Too painful. Well nothing exciting that I want to type. Getting better at poker. I miss Dominic and Chris.

5 years ago tomorrow

Dominic my son was born, no I have not lost the weight. Yes I can not believe he is 5. Honestly after the first 2 years, we are just thrilled he is alive. Sometimes I remember how sick he was and cry. It just comes upon me and I am overwhelmed. He is so wonderful and yes spoiled, but then again, everyone should be once in their life. His scars are healing nicely and by the time he is 10 no one will believe he had heart surgery. I think growth hormones may be on the docket. Have to check with his Pediatrician, the most wonderful person in the whole world who was the one after over 150 other visits convinced the Main Radiologist to check for his condition. Well he is good now, and very spoiled. I think I love his birthday more than him. He has had no less then 2 Birthdays a year. 3 His first year, 2 his second, 3 his 3rd year, 4 his 4th year and so far 3 this year and he may have 2 more. I know he is going to have one more. He asked me if I had a 1,000 bucks. I asked why and he said because it was a lot of money. I told him all of his birthdays cost me that much and his eyes got big. Really after the Pump it up and the gifts and the 5 different spiderman cakes and don't forget the presents, we are right there. Wish I had more, but then they would also be spoiled. What a joy to have such a fabulous kid. Wish my MOM could see how wonderful he is. Wish my DAD could see him more, Wish his Grandfather was not always in a stupor and wish his Grandmother was not always so mad about someting that did not go well in her life. But at least he has Chris and I.

Sunday

Today we are soo tired. We volunteered for a church charity event. Why is it always the same people. It was a golf event for a little sick girl, bless her heart and her parents. Please Lord hold them in your way and make their journey easier. Thank you. Chris played golf and I was the beverage lady. Dominic was dropped off and he putted with his new putter. We were thrilled since he has had a golf club since age one, but this time he is taking it seriously. Very exciting and got it on film. Today we are wiped out since it was hot. I drank 2 beers. It was that hot and it was that painful. Suhas and his family moved in today. Tejas and Angelina. They don't speak English but we shall see. Pray for Elaine, she is having surgery and Doug is still a little sad about his breakup. Daddy is going to DC for the 4th. He is going to have soooo much fun. I am excited he is going to be with all my cousins. They LOVE him and he needs to be with some happy people. Well will update later.

Interview today wish me luck

Chris says I should be nervous. That is the last thing I want to do. Will update after.
Wish me luck. Good thoughts Positive Thoughts.

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My husband does not know I have this so not sure I want to put a great deal out there, than again, what do I have to keep secret.
Camping very very hot, but I bought a few hundred yes a few hundred dollars worth of toys and camping stuff to make it tolerable for the boys. This means they will have fun and not complain. Lots of squirt guns, rafts, water toys, 3 fishing poles, 2 spiderman ones. Lots of light up stuff, puzzles, just in case it rained, snacks, not much though. It was HOT as Haddes. Chris had a small Heat stroke and it took him 10 hours to recover. I was very scared. Good for me, no complaining. We just blew lots of bubbles. Final note, we hate camping, why move to another place when you have a perfectly fine place at home and why cook when you have a perfect stove. Why make a new home, tent and bed, blow up air mattress when you select comfort has been painfully calculated.
On another note, hooked up with another long lost friend. I must be nostalgic. Its been a long time, I don't like when people leave your life because of business or life or whatever...Anywho. Sometimes, I am sooo scared of Chris leaving me, not for another person, but as a widow, I have seen my DAD go through this twice. I want a huge family, but it does not appear to happen. Then again, I don't even like the ones I have so go figure. Well maybe I am hooking up with past friends because I am scared of being alone, but really I am not, I just remember these people were my friends and I miss having GOOD friends, you don't have to bull shit with. There is more to the story, but I am tired of typing. I wonder if I think too much about past lives, because these people are always in your own universe somewhere. Finally I LOVE my son, but don't like my sisters at all. Infact, we are polar opposites and it does not bother me anymore. Chris' family except for one brother are just down right mean. End of story. I hate fake people. That southern charm is bull shit with a drawl. Well going to see if my son needs something. bbl with more info on the other things.
Oh doing freelance for a graphics site, new for Chris to learn about and I have another gig. It was nice taking the time off, but I did pray for a job. Go figure.

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testing again

Still trying

Well I guess I am failing on my blog. Good thing no one reads these. lol.
Going camping, yes camping next week. Should be fun. Hope its not hot. Not really in the mood to write so next time.

Devotional I read today

Stated a journal was good for the soul and is requires a commitment to learn about oneself and how we grow.
Not sure I believe in Blogs, but it is a free place to store a journal and there you go.
We had a fabulous Saturday at the Steeple Chase, best weather ever.
Today had an interview, knew it was not a good fit, but did it for posterity. Some young undergrad interviewed me. Not even going to say anything regarding her reading me the questions. But my salary probably dwarfs her. My complaint is why the Director allowed such a young person to interview me.
Bright side, I have time to try and really lose the weight.
Well see ya tomorrow.

Frustrated with Digitial Scrapping

Talk about frustrated, have not been in this place for 10 years Man I am not sure this is for me.